The next makeup I purchase I don’t care at what cost
Without thinking about it, I almost said those three words. I don’t know what I’m doing, I was saying good night and the words were just there sitting in my mouth and at that moment, I was just thinking “what the hell am I doing?!” I need to pace myself, I need to let this be for right now and most importantly, I just need to go the fuck to sleep!
The weird thing is, I cant be mad at you.
No matter how hard I try. You’ve hurt me in a way only you could understand. I’m not going to insult you and try to make you feel bad about yourself because you can do that all on your own. I hope you sit there and fester for the next eight hours you’re standing there at work. I could’ve been the girl for you. I always thought you were the one that got away, now? I can’t say I still think the same way. You’ve hurt me in a way that I will never be able to trust a man the way I did so openly with you. You’ve ruined that special part of me. But, the next guy has his work cut out but, I know he will be worth it when he proves to me that he isn’t you. I can’t wait for that moment. I believe that I deserve happiness.
No matter how much you’ve tried to break me, tomorrow is still gonna be around and I’m not a coward, I’m gonna fucking get what I want.
I hope I never forget how lucky I am to have you in my life. You’ve changed my life for the better and help me see things in a way I never would have before.
When you realize every sappy love story you’ve heard, every ungodly love song, and even the love related posts that ALWAYS show up on your dashboard: is true. So true.
Two years ago I met this guy. The first few times we talked to each other never had I thought that I would end up being enamored by him. It was innocent, then I confessed a lot to him. I don’t know why but having that one person to talk to that didn’t know the unnecessary details that makes things mucky, was what I needed.
Time went on am we went through a lot, some together and some not so much. A few months ago we began to realized that we have both been constant variables in each others lives. It was then that I promised myself that I would stop worrying about what I thought was wrong or right and just do it. So I did. We do have our moments that are more difficult to deal with than others and this whole long distance thing is certainly new for both of us. But, it was all worth it, waiting for him unknowingly trusting him when parts of me didn’t want to, letting go and taking risks, paid off because as of late, I can call him my boyfriend and I can say that I love that boy. I can’t help but get excited for the future because this is definitely a feeling I have never had for anyone before.
But two years ago I could have never guessed that I would be so blessed to experience this kind of unconditional love.
If you find this Michael, I want you to know that I love the way your face scrunches up when you make your sideway face at me(:
My boyfriend spent the night. We cuddled while watching countless movies, I learned a few things on the guitar and it snowed so we played with my dog outside. It was honestly the best time because all I wanted was to see him. The fact that I could sit there am see him or I could wrap my arms around his, was priceless. I was comfortable with him and the wait to see him was definitely worth it. I love him so much and I can’t wait to see him next weekend.